Unwell

There are times that people are feeling unwell for some unreasonable reasons.

As for me, this unwell disease come and go at some particular times.
Whenever they came, it has to be because of some particular reasons, which is an assuming-things-by-myself kind of reasons.

But right now, that feeling come again and I have a perfect song just for it. Every word to it is describing what's going on in my assuming-things-by-myself mind.

All day

Staring at the ceiling

Making friends with shadows on my wall

All night

Hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep

Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on

I'm feeling like I'm headed for a

Breakdown

I don't know why

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I know, right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see 

A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired

I know, right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Me

Talking to myself in public

Dodging glances on the train

I know

I know they've all been talking 'bout me

I can hear them whisper

And it makes me think there must be something wrong

With me

Out of all the hours thinking

Somehow

I've lost my mind

I been talking in my sleep

Pretty soon they'll come to get me

Yeah, they're taking me away

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I know, right now you can't tell 

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see 

A different side of me 

I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired

I know, right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me 

And how I used to be 

 -Matchbox Twenty